Compelling Moment

Well hello again.Wanna update for a minute.What da hell?LOL.Okay Im lil bit crazy right now.Let me begin my story.Woot woot.In the past week ago,Im using the shiner for my fingernail (Nail shiner?) *got meyhh?hahahhaha.Idk&Idc.If you know what I mean than you're so gooodddd in taking care your nail.Let me show you the thing that I talk about.
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Here you GO
Ahah!Thats the thing.So I wanna it so bad.Im using Yaya's one right now.Sorry Ya,to trouble you all the time.Haha.Yeah now my nail lookkkk sooooo like this,

Shiny huh?

It fun you know when using that one.Coollll yo!Pheewiitt~Now I can put thissss,

Nail polish

Nahhh,joking only.But it pretty rightt?I know.Thats all for this post.Love ya!

Perfect

Hey Dad,look at me,
Think back and talk to me,
Did I grow up according plan?
And do you think
Im wasting my time,
Doing things I wanna,
But it hurts when you
disapproves all along,"
-Perfect,Simple Plan-

Well,today I feel very frustrated.Because of what?Yeah because of them.They never ever gonna understand me.But Im not blaming them.Im a very complicated person,so I am very tough to handle.I never want to be like this but fate does me like this,so take me or LEAVE me. Im feel very hurt. Deep in my heart, Im always feel inferior toward others and I feel like Im such a dissapointment for them.I always cherish what I have and guess my cherishment doesn't mean anything.

Guys,if don't think I don't deserve here,tell me the truth.I don't want to be burden for YOU.It feels like taking my heart out when you telling me that.Really its hurt.Maybe I have not done enough,not putting much effort&just lay my body on sofa so it feel irritated to you and you keep say that you never need me.Well Im full of flaws,so don't expect me to be perfect :'(

"You can't change ME,
Cos we lost it all,
Nothing lasts forever,
I'm sorry
I can't be PERFECT!

Krayon

"Bila matahari bersinar,langit biru semakin cerah,
Rumput subur dan menghijau,bunga² cantik gembira"

Hell-o guys.Im back.LOL no one is celebrating my comeback.What to do?I don't have any friends.No one is reading my blog.So,guess what?I do care when people start reading my blog.It's make me feel excited and also eager to write more and more.But since there's none to read,so what for I write?Isn't it true?Haha.I have been over-busy since last two weeks.It's a crazy new episode at school.Well,I'm not a prefect anymore due to the shit that the prefect teacher done.She humiliating us infront of other.What the frogggy man~LOL.

Well,I'll definitely write my journey in my life that I have been through but it takes a few days or even weeks for me to updating it.I have two post that I still pending.It's all from 2009.Yeah,my writing now is become more rude and unsatisfying.I start talking in English trying to improve cos I'll taking MUET in April.Life have been not to bad for me as I know that life is complicated.Tired of everything making me sleepy everyday.Tonnes of homework is just like a hell that I need to handle.At this time also,while writing my blog,I still thinking about the homework that my economy teacher want to see it by tomorrow.Dielah.

Just now my BFF&me was playing "Kroyok".It's a game which person who lose at the end will be "dijentik" .S&Me both lost for four times while A&E lost about 6 times.We have lots of fun.We also play the game called "snap".It's when people say the same word simultaneously,we must hit the other person and say SNAP!Cool huh?Hahahahah.I have great time with them.Releasing my tensions for awhile.Hehe :))

So that's all for today that I wanna to tell you (If got onelah).See you next time!

Chaws&Salam,
-ArabApricot-

Easy&Trouble-free Hope

Yeah I doomed for my PA II examination.Well it's not about the time (some of it maybe) it's about the whole critical think.It's absolutely cracked my mind.How I wish that time would turn back.My essay is sucks and my graph is a messy.Damn it!I hope that Pn Zaleha didn't being so sarcastic when the result come out.I wish PA II will be as easy as ABC and as perfect as 123.Adoii~~I kept thinking about it again and again.I had enough but my mind kept rewind it like a video tape :((


And one again I want to be free.Because this life is sucks.Yeah it's sucks like hell.With choir like a bitch and the teacher is bithcier,hell say effseeeyouuukayyy to my A*S!My emotions are now drooling that's why my words are litte bit harsh.Accept it.I gonna crazy for the next two weeks cause it's examination time.For me exam is like calling trouble to me.Imagine that you'd learned half of topics and it'll be test like 3 hours?Arghhh*stress*

Lots of love,
ARABFLUFFY =_="

Whipped archangel

Mood:Better
Listen to:Instrumental music

Its been a while now.Yeah this post should be posted last week on Wednesday,the day I came back from the competition.But I got so tired&&lots of works been going on,so I'd to postpone it.So the result of the "pidato" competition was long out and guess what? I'm lost Wth.I forgot my lines cause some inconvenient incidents.Haha.So the results was:

1)SMK Sri Kukup,Pontian
2)SMK Putra Sulaiman,Batu Pahat (If not mistaken)
3)SMK Sultan Abu Bakar,Muar


Nur Azizah I'm sorry for letting you down and thank you for giving me moral support.I really aprreaciate it.Your encouragement,style and support give my soul to stand on its feet again.Yes ist true "A friend in need is a friend indeed" (If not mistaken,haha)

Lots of love,
ARABFLUFFY ^^,

Segala Macam Hal Ehwal Sendiri

Adoii~~Sejak dua menjak nihh asyik penat je.Tadi baru first day naik sekolah after cuti 2 minggu.Tersangatlah boriiing+happy sikit.Keje bertimbun belum siap cikgu bagi keje baru lagi.Penat.Penat.STPM jauh lagi.Setahun nak tunggu.Berjanggut aku (memanglah sebab aku kan lelaki bukanlah kambing oke?).Haha.Nak tunggu tukar kelas lagi.Cikgu cakap minggu nihh.Cikgu cepatlah.Nak masuk Sastera nihh.Nak belajar ape yang diaorang belaja.Kang termengong plak kat kelas Sastera tuhh.


Akhir-akhir nihh selalu tidur lambat.Bangun dahla nak cepat.Entah kenapa.Imsonia agaknya aku nihh.Tapi kalau Imsonia,aku boleh tidur.Cuma lambatlah.Kalau selagi tak jejak pukul 12 or 1 mesti tak tidur.Macam sekarang nihh.Masih sibuk dengan blog.Padahal esok nak sekolah.Entahlah apa nak jadi dengan aku nihh.Hoiiit ARAB,tidurlah.Suara sumbang manalah tuhh(Padahal cakap ngan diri sendiri) Bahahaha ;)) Harap² penyakit nihh(penyakit ke sengaja cari penyakit) hilang.Dah ngantokk.Nak TIDUR puas-puas.Nak cuti and nak tidur sampai tahap dewa punye.Bahhaahah.Syioook sangat! :D


Hah,kenapa picture kat atas nihh?Geram,frust&&disapoint sangat.Sebab?Yelah someone talk behind me.Accuse me blindly.Perghh menyirap seyh.Aku dahlah berkawan ngan dia.Siap confess aku nih bla bla bla.Pe mende ntah.Yang penting he stabbed me from the back.Aku ikhlas kawan ngan dia,boleh dia buat camni?Frust sesangat sebab aku treat him well.Ni balasan dia?Sorrylah aku cakap yang aku still anggap kau kawan cuma aku perlu lebih berhati-hati sikit.Yelah sebaik sahaja aku dengar kawan aku gossiping bout you that you bad-mouthing bout me,I get angry and sad.Im truly disapoint with you.Is it you'll enjoy your life without me as your friend perhaps?I do thnk so.Its all bout you aite?People must listen to you.You never consider anyone's feeling right?I guess you're much comfortable with your status.Like you're perfetionist and whatsoever!Fine,deal with me and I'll show you how the feeling of being stabbed by your own friend.Let me give you the taste of my anguish friendship.Im bet you won't able to take it.

Wrongdoings :(

Both of thier love is just a LIE and FAKE!

What the hell that he done?Stupid?Hypocrite?Unacceptable?Huh.I dont care.You suppose play the good guy not the type who flirty and annoying.Did you know that your action annoys lot of people?As your friend,I think its unreasonable you want to do that thing.Sh** you.

Im misjudge you.How come you never think what consequences of your actions?Do you think your buddies will accept it?She's just 15 years old.Nahh,I think both of you are immature whom think you are mature enough to do those things.Fu*k you!

Stop behaving like you are matured,that you're husband and wife and even couple.You just met her once and she met you for the first time.You will totally sorry dude and busted if our other buddies know about it.Im sorry I have to tell them.Let them see how bad you are.

Girls,will you forgive him after knowing what hot news of him come from me?I bet you girls will not.Please I begging you stop doing that thing.How many girls have you done with them before?You are single and unmarried and plus you're Muslim.Bare that in your mind!Tore all the unhealthy and sick mind of yours away and be a proud Muslim :)