Perfect

Hey Dad,look at me,
Think back and talk to me,
Did I grow up according plan?
And do you think
Im wasting my time,
Doing things I wanna,
But it hurts when you
disapproves all along,"
-Perfect,Simple Plan-

Well,today I feel very frustrated.Because of what?Yeah because of them.They never ever gonna understand me.But Im not blaming them.Im a very complicated person,so I am very tough to handle.I never want to be like this but fate does me like this,so take me or LEAVE me. Im feel very hurt. Deep in my heart, Im always feel inferior toward others and I feel like Im such a dissapointment for them.I always cherish what I have and guess my cherishment doesn't mean anything.

Guys,if don't think I don't deserve here,tell me the truth.I don't want to be burden for YOU.It feels like taking my heart out when you telling me that.Really its hurt.Maybe I have not done enough,not putting much effort&just lay my body on sofa so it feel irritated to you and you keep say that you never need me.Well Im full of flaws,so don't expect me to be perfect :'(

"You can't change ME,
Cos we lost it all,
Nothing lasts forever,
I'm sorry
I can't be PERFECT!